I have Dissociative identity disorder?

Only one person in the whole world knows that I have this, and he lives in America, not even my boyfriend knows. The guy in America was actually the one who suggested this is what i might have, i looked over the symptoms, and i think i have it too.



Wikipedia's list of symtoms are:

* multiple mannerisms, attitudes and beliefs that are not similar to each other

* headaches and other body pains

* distortion or loss of subjective time

* depersonalization

* amnesia

* depression

* derealization

* flashbacks of abuse/trauma

* unexplainable phobias

* sudden anger without a justified cause

* lack of intimacy and personal connections

* frequent panic/anxiety attacks

* auditory hallucinations of the personalities inside their mind



I have all of these, my life is full of contradictions, and sometimes they take control over me. I find my self hurting people, being racist etc... They all have names and there are 9 in total. Tyler is evil, and he wants to kill my bf and his mother.



My question is should i run away? I'm currently on dialysis, so i can't at the mo, but when i come off of it, because i fear that people are in danger. And does anyone know a cure, oh **** now they are angry.

Help would be seriously appreciated thankyou.I have Dissociative identity disorder?
Try contacting both of these organizations for a therapist in your country who is experienced with dissociative disorders. Both are American, but have international resources. DID is treatable, and in some cases, curable, with therapy. They don't lock you up for it anymore. Contact-

http://www.isst-d.org/Directory/memberlo鈥?/a>

http://sidran.org/sub.cfm?sectionID=5
Talk to a doctor. They'll help you. Don't run away, you could end up worse off.



Don't be afraid. Try not to think about this like the media makes you think. If you go to a doctor and tell him/her whats happening they will not throw you into an instutution. There may be medication that you could take and you'll might be able to control it. They will help you.I have Dissociative identity disorder?
Running away won't solve anything. Unless you start living in a cave in the mountains or something, there will always be people around you, and therefore people will be in danger, if some of your identities are violent.



I don't know about a cure, but I do know that this disorder is manageable through therapy and medication. I also know that a doctor is more likely to try and get you this therapy and medication without putting you in an asylum, then to just go "oh? Dissociative Identity Disorder? Quick, we better lock you up." Asylums and such are the last resort. If you are willing to try and overcome this, they will work with you and help you, not lock you up. Doctors don't normally like to send people away like that without exhausting all other options first.



Best wishes.
No don't run away and you will not be locked up. I read a book about this and the girl went to therapy for 20 yrs and was only hospitalised before the diagnosis and she said she was unsafe.I have Dissociative identity disorder?
Where would you run away to? Don't you know that the weather is always going with you? The weather being all the above symptoms you're suffering from.

This DID is also part of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Which include the following: reliving the trauma,re-curing dreams or recollections, feelings of detachment, outburst of anger,difficulty concentrating, diminished interest in life, hallucinations, dissociation, etc, etc.

This can only stop when you deal with it, trust me I know what I'm talking about. I am now using the t-shirt for cleaning, if you get my drift. Strangely enough this is a defence mechanism built up during the time of the trauma, which I hope is finished. You can contact me through www.cumuluscounselling.org

Christine