I have Dissociative identity disorder?

Only one person in the whole world knows that I have this, and he lives in America, not even my boyfriend knows. The guy in America was actually the one who suggested this is what i might have, i looked over the symptoms, and i think i have it too.



Wikipedia's list of symtoms are:

* multiple mannerisms, attitudes and beliefs that are not similar to each other

* headaches and other body pains

* distortion or loss of subjective time

* depersonalization

* amnesia

* depression

* derealization

* flashbacks of abuse/trauma

* unexplainable phobias

* sudden anger without a justified cause

* lack of intimacy and personal connections

* frequent panic/anxiety attacks

* auditory hallucinations of the personalities inside their mind



I have all of these, my life is full of contradictions, and sometimes they take control over me. I find my self hurting people, being racist etc... They all have names and there are 9 in total. Tyler is evil, and he wants to kill my bf and his mother.



My question is should i run away? I'm currently on dialysis, so i can't at the mo, but when i come off of it, because i fear that people are in danger. And does anyone know a cure, oh **** now they are angry.

Help would be seriously appreciated thankyou.I have Dissociative identity disorder?
Do not run away. Tell your doctor.
Go to the Doctor - find a psychiatrist. They will not put you in a asylum. They will find ways to treat you and help you through this. Entry into an asylum is last resort when nothing else has worked and there is question as to finding the real problem. You haven't given the doctors opportunity to help you yet. The incidence of people being put into asylums is low - technology and knowledge today about treating mental disorders makes asylums a thing of the past.



Seek God and ask god to walk with you and heal you even.



Good luckI have Dissociative identity disorder?
You should see a therapist, I strongly advise you that you talk to someone experienced.



I think therapists don't send to asylum, Patient/doctor confidentiality, I'm not sure though.



besides you don't look crazy.
Sit back and chill matey. I've had depression for 17 years. I train in the gym and run everyday. It helps a bit. Try it.I have Dissociative identity disorder?
God you are really a mess, instead of waving your DID torch, talk to the people that is closest to you, thats what they there for to love and support you.



Good luck
Or you could be a hypochondriac.
send you to an asylum?!!!!! THATS WHERE YOU NEED TO BE!!!!
They won't send you to an asylum! Well, not in America they wouldn't. Oh my god, this is crazy.. Have you ever seen the show "the United States of Tara"? It's got Toni Collette in it and she plays a house wife who has D.I.D.. Watch it, maybe that will help you. It gives a great portrayal as to how D.I.D. works and affects the one tornmented by it.



There are no cures, but mends you can go on to alleviate the symptoms or the transitions.. Are you just fcking around?? Or are you serious??



I can't take it. What am I waiting for?? My hearts still breaking.. I miss you even more. And I can't fake it, the way I could before. I hate you but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you.. It's true. I'm stuck on you..
i would find a therapist. they will not send you to an asylum, they will jst talk about it. from what i read, if i read correctly, you said that you have 9 alters. you said one of them, tyler, wants to kill someone? if thats true, thn not getting help can be very dangerous. you will not be able to control it. there are things which can just make you switch from one alter to another. in therapy, they will try to eliminate the alters by communication with them and trying to learn about the personality of each alter and wheter they are in any danger. i strongy advise therapy. my best wishes to you.
I have DID and at first I wasn't going to answer this because it may be a troll's attempt at humour.



DID is a severe form of PTSD. It is a survival mechanism. It is an attempt to escape from abuse, isolation, war or other repeatable trauma.



I suggest you go to a psychiatrist and/or therapist. My therapist helped me to understand that I'm not psychotic. I've learned how to deal with the memory and time losses and the alters. I decided not to integrate because that would mean reliving and remembering things which I don't wish to know about.



They do not commit people with DID unless you are a clear and present danger to yourself or others. Most people with mental/emotional health issues are non-violent. Be prepared to be misdiagnosed as bipolar and not believed by some mental health workers.



You can live with DID. It is NOT easy, but it can be done. First step is learning about it as much as you can. Get help, please.
If you really had DID then you would have no way of knowing if the other identities were mad or not. There is no mental connection between the separate identities inside the mind. Some of these symptoms may feel similar, but you very likely do not have this disorder. I recommend that you see a doctor immediately and get them to diagnose. And as for the asylum, no, you won't get sent anywhere unless you're going to turn into a crazy psychotic killer and murder a bunch of people (or if you already have.) So don't worry, with proper treatment all will be okay. Just go to a doctor and talk to them.
Dude, listen.

The whole world is there.



When I was in my FIRST SEMESTER of college, my English class had to read a book of his or hers choice. I chose to read this book about Psychology, a true story, about a girl who was taken out of a home of such demeanor as described above in your question, and put in a "NORMAL home."

This girl, about 18 when put in this normal home at the time, did stuff like making her birth over again, she THOUGHT. The book told about how she made the parts of the sofa the male and female parts, and how she used another part of the living room as the uterus to be reborn. It was a truly true and weird book of psychology.

When I went to class to tell about the book in class, the teacher shocked me out of wanting to major in Psychology, when she said,"EVERYBODY has SOME symptom of crazy, in them. THere's nobody excluded."

I CHECKED OUT what she said, AND IT'S TRUE! WE ARE ALL FREEKS! NOBODY escapes it!

Another story I'd like to share with you my friend, is this.

I had a TRUE vision of someone I'd NEVER met before, while riding with his dad in a truck. I had never met his DAD before, but, his sister was a friend of mine. I knew Cathy, still don't know her BROTHER's name, and one day Cathy had me ride with her Dad in a truck to do something. While riding with this man I'd never met before in my LIFE, 15 minutes into the ride, I begin thinking,"WHAT is this guy THINKING about SO DEEPLY, he's not saying a WORD?" JUST THEN, it became like a MOVIE or something...

Somebody took me by the back of my britches, and shirt, like a little boy, and I go FLYING out of this truck to a car where Cathy's brother is laying (lieing) dead in a car. MY HEAD was stuck in the drivers side window, and I see the man's son lieing dead at the steering wheel!

Just then, I came back to the truck, and I was shacking HARD like an 8 point earthquake! All I could think was ,"STOP SHAKING, he won't know it's GOD! THAT WAS HIS SON, CATHY's BROTHER! GOD ISSSSSSSSSSS with me ALL THE TIME!"

I then asked the man," DID Cathy have a brother or sister?" He said,"DIED! SUDDENLY! UNEXPECTEDLY!"

A week later, I began studying God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in INTENSITY. I started volunteer work at a Teen Challenge.

During this time, I heard a Psychologist say that 90% of all mental illness comes from unforgiveness.

One day at Teen Challenge, while answerring phone calls, I got to test that very theory.

There was a man with Schyzophrenia who loved calling the director of this Teen Challenge because she really knew how to make him feel good about himself.



This one day when he called, she was very very busy, and told me she couldn't talk to him. So, I did.

In a scratchy voice the man explained to me that his father had raped him growing up, and now he is Schyzophrenic, and having bad hallucinations. I calmly asked the man,"Have you forgiven your dad?" You can guess it, yes, the man said,"No, I haven't"

Just forgive. There's no better medicine for the world than forgiving.